3 entire days have been wasted in a pathetic attempt to avoid writing the dreaded college essays. of course, no fun has been had throughout the three wasted days because there was too much anxiety and depression involving the procrastination of the college essays.

i've never watched so much useless, distracting TV and have never felt worse about it.

Lifetime! i was actually watching the Lifetime movie about the skinny girl who dresses up in a fat suit to prove that normal folk are mean to fat people. she didn't need a fat suit to prove that...

but seriously! how pathetic is that...i could've at least been wasting time with something good...

*heaving sob*